Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Bad Eggs


I have NO idea why i'm such an expert in spilling things. It's hilarious how the iron i have in hall is used more often to iron my wet books and notes than ironing clothes proper. Well, now that i'm at home, my spilling expertise hasnt gone away, in fact it has improved. HAHA (So sorry for sounding sarcastic)cos i spilled SOUP this time! Argh.. the eggy soup was all over my freshly cleaned and polished furniture, vacuum cleaner and this box i really like. I just want to complain that my room has nv smelled this bad before. It was such a bad experience cleaning the mess up and even worse to find the smell still lingering after all my effort.
I didnt mean to dislike eggs for an afternoon. But i just couldnt help it when my heart ached from having to clean the furniture again, the vacuum that could potentially spoil and the box i had to throw away :(

The good news, fortunately, is the picture above reminded me of how much i like eggs :)Yay..

Saturday, April 22, 2006

love this pic!

记得

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

Monday, April 10, 2006

"Didnt u just leave?"

Visiting NCC made me want to write abt my post exams all over again. It's always like this, when i want to write abt sth, i have to quickly write it down or i will never feel like writing it again. So here it goes..
In retrospect, this post exam period has actually been well spent! It's especially rewarding when i got to sit down and eat a meal with some pple i have never sat down the way we did to eat and talk. Aww.. I could feel it all over again.. people is power and people around me empower me!
Matt said to me, you're really a people person. Hmm.. i guess i really am. It's amazing how much energy pple around me can give me and it's people that can motivate me most. Anyway, i was real glad that i could finally see Matthew. I miss him so much that i almost wanted to kill him when he was late, extending the time in between since we last met. Ha.. kidding :) But i'm so happy that Matthew is a changed man. Glad to see that he's happy, now attending medic course, and as usual, earning a lot :)
Weeping is also a changed man. Not sure if he'll kill me for airing this on www, but i cant stop telling pple how he was that extra spark that spurred me on when i almost pulled every single strand of my hair out for anat. Thanks weeping for telling me tt i have to absolutely put in my 100%. Just like water that wants to boil, even 99.999999999999999999999 degrees wont do. YOU are a changed man man. Hope to hear gd news from you the next time we meet :)
Met Nicholas after a gazillion years as well. Thanks for the bottle of irish creme! Hope i get to make ice cream using it soon :) Thanks also for the invitation to the reception on the ship. Without the experience, i would have forgotten the existence of patriotic youths in this era when political epathy is the commonplace. I love the punch i kept having on board too. It's gd dinner party idea which i hope i can make some time in the future.
I realise i could go on and on abt the twenty over pple i met during the short span on 3 days. Guess i shall just "wrap" them together and say that i miss them all so much and i'm looking forward to the next time we meet again. To those who are having exams soon, all the best!

Now to the very reason why i wanted to post. Visiting NCC was yet another impromptu idea and i'm glad that i did. I love that place for the people it linked my life to and i am not exaggerating when i say the 7 mths i spent there could easily be the most important and life-changing period of my life. One of my bosses today told me,"Didn't u just leave?" Guess it occurred to the both of us that time really has passed. Some examples:

- I am near the end of my first year medical school
- Meaning i have left NCC for almost a year!
- My pregnant colleagues have given birth and are back from their maternity leave

During my visit today, my conversation with Dr Ong was most substantial. He brought me to note sth very impt: without my presence, life goes on in NCC. Everything moves forward and colleagues got used to my absence and accepted the new workload. Hence, it is important that i consider carefully the kind of service i want to offer the centre, should i wish to go back. This is quality food for thought, at least to me.

For those of you who has read 5 pple you meet in heaven, my boss Dr Koo is easily one of the "pple i meet in heaven". Though i only got to talk to him for a mere few mins which i already feel bad abt from stealing it from his patients, i was reminded once again how he was once used as a means by God to answer my prayers. The kind of gratitude i wish to express is far beyond what a language is capable of expressing. It's so intense and therefore, life-changing like i have described.

It was great to see rachel, eileen, huilan and LILY too! These non-doctor colleagues made my 7 mth in NCC exceedingly special and unforgettable too.

I miss carina, dorothy and kaori.

I hope to go back again soon :)

Whoa.. This is such a long, wordy and un-ivy entry.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

post exams

I had a lot to type about these few days right after exams, but perhaps i should just let the pictures do the talking.
It was unbelivable that my head continued to feel numb a few days after the exams. But thanks to the following people i got to catch up with, i felt immensely better.
I hate exams.
Pple who relieved my brainache: kendrick, kahhua, dad, matthew, pple i met at ORA, KE medicine pple at pooja's dinner, Weeping! and gek!!





Hey kendrick! Hope you wont forget the day u ate this bread :) Smile k, hope u'll sail thru this period smoothly :) Keep smiling! -wei2!-