If only today was a more productive day, maybe i would be happier with a new room and all. Who wouldnt feel accomplished for moving everything in one room to another on her own?
But..
I've been tormented by this lower backache since morning just after i moved my printer together with wooden chest of drawers. Did i carry too much or did i carry the things with a bad posture or did the pain come from a wk of sleepless nights?
The pain is near equivalent of the ache i had when i had viral fever. I can barely walk without pain and i cant find a comfortable position to do my readings.
If only i have the discipline and state of mind to do my readings now, i would prob end my day feeling proud of myself.
I think what i need now is rest.
不知眼泪为谁而流。
