Monday, February 28, 2005

Green as can Be

|Withering|AH!! i think i'm sick. Went to the toilet 23 times in total. It's terrible, cos i feel as dehydrated as ever despite all the fluids i'm taking. The muscle cramps are creeping into the picture too which probably mean i'm losing too much electrolytes for my own gd :( I'm really hungry... but cant eat cos i have this perpetual urge to throw up. Think i should just go sleep and hope i'll be fit to work tmr. I love my job, cant bear to not turn up :)

Green's my fave colour, but not when i'm being told tt i (in hokkien/chinese) 脸青青 :( Hope tmr will be a sunnier day!

Argh.. went to toilet again! If only i can tell my stomach to
STOP IT!!!@#$%︿

Saturday, February 26, 2005

My Dear

|Piglet wallowing in bathtub| On the left is pic of the sweetest thing dearest to me. I love my piglet so SO much :) She's getting a little old though :( It makes me sad when i watch her grow less active as the days pass but hope she knows i'll be there for her whenever she needs me. I like it when she greets me when i open the door or when she hears my footsteps out of the room first thing in the morn. It's a nice feeling being able to provide for someone, though it may be the simplest thing such as filling up her bottle or food bowl or just giving her a bath like i did today.
Why must we all grow old?

crimson chromatic



i have this avid interest in visual/modern art but i havent found someone who appreciate this form of art as much as i do yet. The pic was taken at the esplanade and i thought it's very pretty. You really have to see this display for yourself! It's a pity tt my camera couldnt capture the contrast as well as the eye cos of the yellow lighting.
I miss my visit to the Tate Modern museum in London. Wish i could go back again!

Monday, February 21, 2005

I Don't Want to Miss A Thing

I Don't Wanna Miss A thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
I don't wanna miss a thing

I know this is a really old song and you'd think tt most pple have had enough of it but i just think the lyrics are amazing.

dust me away

I hate dust. It's unbelievable how fast they cover some of my most precious things and it's really annoying. I spent the entire afternoon dusting, cleaning, sweeping and mopping. Hee... it's surprisingly tiring cos i fell asleep while resting when i'm suppose to go for a run. OH well, but really, i wonder why God create dust? I doubt it's just to discipline homemakers. Perhaps it's a way of reminding us how much we own and when it comes to gifts, to remind us of that very special moment when it was given? :) What do you think?
::Crossing thought:: Instead of complaining abt annoying things, we often forget to thank Lord for the most beautiful things he's created. Of the things i can see, i'm thankful for colours, without which my grandma's bouganvillas wouldnt be so pretty :)

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Chocolate cheeseCake


[sorry melon, i'm not doing this on purpose :)]Today's my first attempt to bake cheesecake. It's easier than expected actually, cos i didnt really follow a recipe and the only instructions i got was via mns =D Today's batch is for my grandma and parents. They dont teally have a special liking for cheese so i added pretty little. The cheese batter layer turned out quite thin in the end :) Hmm.. was going to make a third chocolate layer, but i was lazy. The chocolate drizzle turned out ok :) -phew- Hope i get to bake lemon/orange cheesecake someday!

Thursday, February 17, 2005

想念

I was actually going to post in chinese, but my post went missing aft my computer messed up. Ohwell, mb the computer couldnt put up with my chinese :) I had this crossing thought on the train today. I realise it's not so bad having someone to miss after all, especially when the train is so crowded and all passengers are permitted to do is have their hands locked by their sides. It's really crazy during morning rush hour. To make it worse, sometimes when u're unlucky u get mean pple on board with u and these pple will stare at u when u move/figit too much. :(
I'd usually think abt the day's plan while i stand still on the train. It's a little boring having to do tt early in the morn :) I realise, thinking abt pple u're missing not only help ur stop to arrive faster, it can be quite heartwarming too! I only forsee one problem and tt is if pple will stare if they catch u smiling to urself.
Someone made me smile today and made me eat bubor hitam for lunch -grin-

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Citrus Love

I absolutely love citrus fruits. They're not only wonderful on their own, but they add this amazing twist when introduced to some of my favourite food. Those who know me will know i have a special liking for orange chocolate. Hmm.. just this Chinese New Year, i got my hands on Orange Cheesecake. I TELL YOU, it's soo good! You should really try! I ate my aunt's lemon gelatin cheesecake when i was young. Tt's good too. So everybody, go try! :)
I ought to learn how to bake it. This friend of mine made the normal cheesecake sound so easy to make. Hope i get to bake soon!