Radios In Heaven

I'm overwhelmed by this sudden saddness tt's scaring myself, cos it doesnt happen very often :( Hmm.. maybe it's cos i almost forgot today is 中秋节. You're probably thinking there's no big deal ya? I guess i just felt so bad, so terrible for forgetting a deal i made with a friend last year. The incident kinda triggered many other thoughts tt cause my nose-diving mood. When i was listening to the song Radios in Heaven, i got reminded of my loved ones in Heaven. I started to miss them badly and all :( I've got the lyrics below, read it and you'll know what i mean.

Actually, i have all the reason to be happy with my day, so i shall stop complaining. I went back my my pri sch out of ennui and curiosity and I felt really welcome, though it's a new school compound and all. A lot of tchrs/support staff actually rmbr me! It's really flattering i must say. My teachers encouraged me to leave my name with the office so that they can contact me if they need a relief teacher next year. It got me so excited, cos i've finally found something meaningful to do after A's.

Alright, i dont feel like writing anymore. I'll be outa town, so i prob wont post for a few days.. Hope my mood will pick up soon!

Radios in Heaven
Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's house
well you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you


Get what i mean?